that time

alright so its that time of the year. tomorrow will be the 1 year aniversary of me meeting mariana and her friends. i cant believe its already been a year. me and her have been through so much. i just wished we were still together. i wish i can re live this time last year. man was it the best summer of my life. it was crackin everyday. and sepcially afer me and her met and started kickin it. even till now wen i think about it, i smile and get this feeling inside. idk. i jus kno im not over her. i still love her more than anything. i cant keep lying to myself. i know i cant go on without her. but the only reason i am, is because i know this is what she wants. so im doing this for her. i jus wish i had her in my arms right now. i would literally give anything for that. man do i miss her. i cant stop thinking about her. shes always on my mind. im just so lost without her.