yet AGAIN!

alright so i was talking to this girl for a while now. and i like her a lot. but i know it wouldnt work. but i already got so attached. but anyways i asked her if she was talking to anyone ans she said she flirts with a lot of ppl but is kinda talking to this other person. that jus made my heart drop. cause i was really starting to like this person. can anything ever go good for me? can i like a girl and her like me back with no complcations or anything? can i just be with a girl? my luck always seem to rn out. im just readu to quit talking to girls for a while. like seriously. ive been getting fucked left to right with girls. and im tired of it. i need to jus take some me time for a while. i dont think im gonna go home on leave either. there no point anymore. and my bestfriend is moving to texas?! so fuck it. i might jus stay my whole year here in korea. im jus tired of the same shit on different days. ok well im racking out for the nght. laterz