just a little of how i feel

i love you mariana, more than anything. and you mean so much to me. not a day goes by with me not thinking about you. somedays your all i can think about. me and you have been through so much in so little time. we’ve had so many great times that ill never forget. your the only girl that continues to drive me crazy without even trying. your the only girl that i am still so madly in love with. sometimes i wish i could just drop everything and come running back to you. sometimes i wish i can go back to the past, like the day on the beach or the second night we hung out. i day dream about me, you and the future. i look at pictures of me and you and things we’ve done to help cope the pain of not being with you. after meeting you and falling so deeply in love with you, all i ever wanted was to be with you. your perfect. your everything i look for in a girl. your all i could ever ask for in a girl. no matter who i try and talk to or meet, i seem to always try and compare you to them. but there is no comparison. ive tried moving on, countless times, but i never can. i know what i want, and want you. the days i force myself to not talk to you are so hard. i contemplate on wether i should text you or call you almost every second. i would give anything to just be with you right now. even now while writing you this letter i cant stop myself from crying. i dont know what im trying to say. i just wanted to tell you how i felt. and show you how madly in love i am with you.