thoughts

i need to keep myself busy so i can keep my mind off of her. i need to hurry up and start woring shift again. but even on shift i keep thinking of her. what in the hell is wrong with me? and whats gonna suck is my 4 day weekend after this weeks worth of working. man im soo confused on what to do. im lost. i just need to keep doing me. stop looking in the past. stop wanting what i cant have. stop hoping for something that isnt gonna come true. man it sucks being in ove with someone who doesnt love you back like you want them to…