dont understand

i dont understand. like i asked if she could call me in the morning and she said yeah. then she asked for me to call her in the morning so that i could wake her up. so i called her multiple times in the morning and got now answer. i also txted her and got no response. i then called her later in the day and still go no answer. so i gave up and said fuck it. guess im not that important. but anyways she messages me on face book and expects things to be all fine?! like are you serious? her excuses were well it was really busy in the morning and i smoked later in the day and i dont like talking to u when im high. well u couldnt call me before u smoked? or maybe even after? like really? but i dont care anymore. i need to stop holding on. i need to just let go and live MY life. cant stop stressing and hoping anymore. aint no point anymore. now im thinking about not even taking leave. fuck it. dont understand people sometimes. im done getting played with. so fuck it. last day of work is tommorrow then i get a 3 day weekend for the 4th of july? time to stop waiting around for this stupid girl and do my own thing. meet new girls and live life. lifes too short for waiting. even if wat your waiting for means that much to you. ive been letting this go on for so long now. need to put an end to it now. actually im gonna start now. no matter how curious i am about how your doing or wats new. no matter how many times i see you online and wanna talk to u. no matter how bad i wanna call or txt you. im not going to. ima do me and u do you. laterz